Don't Forget To Dance

Trust and Faith is all I have

I got my results today and it felt like the time I fell on chest while I was riding a bike. Breathless and in panic.
My parents were there with me immediately holding me and I couldn't be more thankful to them. I don't know what will happen now so all I can do know is put all of me in the hands of God and just pray.

For you are the God in whom I take refuge;
why have you rejected me?
Why do I go about mourning
because of the oppression of the enemy?
Send out your light and your truth;
let them lead me;
let them bring me to your holy hill
and to your dwelling!
Then I will go to the altar of God,
to God my exceeding joy,
and I will praise you with the lyre,
O God, my God.
Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my salvation and my God.

- Psalm 43: 2-5

Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart are enlarged;
bring me out of my distresses.
Consider my affliction and my trouble,
and forgive all my sins.

- Psalm 25: 16-18

Something ppl don't know about me..

Having a blog makes you strangely express yourself almost more openly than when you're with your friends cause you don't blurt out everything that's in your mind. Well, I don't xD
I had a dream a couple of nights ago that I was taking part in a pageant and when I woke up, I remembered that I had it on tape. No,"unfortunately", not my dream but the times when I took part in pageants. Fashion show is what they called it in India.
Watching the tape, I hid myself several times under the cushion as a reaction to the utter embarrassment. It was nothing but a puddle of mess *sigh*
Oh well, I did win so hahahaha I guess it doesn't matter xD

I'm no.26 if you can't tell ;)

This was my first pageant, in 1999.

I get my exam results tomorrow determining if I can accept my conditional offer at Manchester. Pray for me? Pretty please?

I Love...

With so much whining, complaining and overall hatred going on in the world, I wanted to post things that I really love. It seems like ppl say "I hate ..." much more often than notice and appreciate something. I have wanted to post something like this for a while now and reading Amy's update yesterday inspired me to do it so, thank you! :D

Ok, so here we go:

 I Love to smile.
 I Love sweets.
 I Love flowers, especially dandelions.
 I Love to see others smile.
 I Love everything Native American.
 I Love anything Victorian.
 I Love the feeling of a warm shower after getting soaked by the rain.
 I Love to get soaked in the rain.
 I Love to wear loose socks and get into my blankets and drink hot coco with marshmallows while watching a good movie.
 I Love Korean ahjummas yelling "aigooooyaaa~~~"
 I Love to walk bare foot in grass.
 I Love learning new things.
 I Love to read letters.
 I Love owls.
 I Love cherries and peaches.
 I Love to travel on my own.
 I Love songs that make me want to dance.
 I Love the sound of rain drops on the window.
 I Love the trembling of windows when it gets too windy.
 I Love the sound of thunder.
 I Love my new owl, Hedwig.
 I Love to stretch.
 I Love bubbles.
 I Love it when my friends understand me even though I don't seem to understand myself.
 I Love getting surprised by receiving a compliment in an unexpected situation.
 I Love long hugs.
 I Love to be goofy; especially when others can goof off with me.
 I Love to look forward to something. Could be anything.
 I Love golden retrievers.
 I Love make-up.
 I Love vanilla fudge.
 I Love to read.
 I Love to laugh randomly because I remembered something funny.
 I Love to laugh when I know I must not laugh.
 I Love geeky pick-up lines.
 I Love to see other's reaction when I give them a compliment.
 I Love Naked Juice Bar's smoothies.
 I Love finding money in random places.
 I Love the sound of leaves.
 I Love to eat the season's first fruits.
 I Love candle lights.
 I Love fika.
 I Love the smell of fresh brewed coffee.
 I Love the smell of freshly baked bakery.
 I Love to snuggle with smooth soft toys.
 I Love to wear different coloured socks.
 I Love making lame puns and be the only one to laugh at them.
 I Love to-do lists.
 I Love earrings and necklaces.
 I Love to have soothing music in the background.
 I Love to read before I go to sleep.
 I Love to feel sleepy when I lie in the sunlight.
 I Love accents.
 I Love to warm one of my cold foot with my other warm foot.
 I Love to imitate Yoda.
 I Love to watch Korean dramas.
 I Love to take long walks in forests.
 I Love winter clothes.
 I Love the taste of blood (biting my lip!! the pain, not so much).
 I Love to wake up after having a good dream.
 I Love to watch old Disney cartoons.
 I Love to make others laugh.
 I Love to fall asleep on my mom's tummy.
 I Love to dance while warming up food in the microwave.
 I Love to apply famous movie lines in everyday conversation.
 I Love to watch 90's hit music videos on youtube and sing/dance along.
 I Love to turn the radio up really loud and sing along (badly).
 I Love it when someone brushes my hair.
 I Love to run and leap on the sofa or bed.
 I Love funny commercials.
 I Love to swing really high on the swings at parks.
 I Love reading random facts about famous people.
 I Love strawberry ice cream.
 I Love having long convos with my friends.
 I Love to shout at movie characters even though I know they can't hear me.
 I Love to google random things that comes to my mind.
 I Love the feeling of wet hair on my nape on a hot summer day.
 I Love to cycle in long skirts in summer to feel the skirt moving with the wind.
 I Love to be called by my nick names.
 I Love to gaze at the sky from the balcony.
 I Love the feeling of my hair brushing my shoulders by the breeze.
 I Love to collect mugs.


I guess this list is long enough cause I can't think of anything else though I know there are so many other things in life that I love! You'll see that particular ppl are not included in the list, for example my family, whom obviously I love!
I urge you to make a list of your own to remember and celebrate the smallest yet very important things in your life.

Much Love,
Samira.

ps. Tranilla wants to say hello! ^^

Traditions

Just came home after watching Eclipse and man I'm glad that I watched it. It was great! The fight scenes were brilliant and each and every Jacob scene was gorgois and he is *-*
Not disappointed at all actually :O hm...this is strange. Well..I've never been a fan of Kristen as Bella =/ but that's just me.
It's a tradition to watch the Twilight saga movies with Mia. And after watching the movie, take a pic with the poster. It keeps the memory of the "whaaat this movie was goood" feeling fresh ^^
I realised that this might be my last movie in Sweden, which I'm really hoping cause that would mean that I got accepted. *sigh* I have to, I need to, I must!! ><
I'm not sure if she'd like me t post her pic so I'm gonna post my solo. Please excuse my hideous hair and overly happy face. I always turn out SUPER happy in pics o.0 This was the least happy/excited one I had.


(And yes I'm kinda wishing I was Bella here. Hush up >.>)

All in all, I'm happy.