Processing

Everything around me seems to be in process mode right now.I'm waiting for so many things to happen; most of which determine my future life steps. Kinda frustrating if you ask me. I try to distract myself from all that. Very difficult!
One excellent way to distract myself from other things is to make a to do list of the things I've always wanted to do and have been too lazy to bother in the past. I want to my ideal-self. There's a long way to go but I could start step by step and see where that takes me =)
First thing, music.
I listen to SO many different artists but I was starting to go in that direction where ppl only listen to the latest hits. I don't want to be that person! I didn't know how to dig for good artists and find something that suits my taste. So I downloaded Spotify and Last.fm. Great starters!! I have found so many WONDERFUL artists! I have been missing out on so much!!
My current fav being Ladyhawke. She is so cool!
One of her most famous song:

This way I can polish on my French as well! ^^

Another wonderful distraction is ofc, shopping! :D
There has been SO much sale lately that I couldn't just ignore it! :O
Flooooraaal patterns <3

Now, I shall go for another distraction, that being exercising.

Premier

Enough said?

I'm excited to see whether it disappoints me or not. I have not seen the bloody 2 min "trailer" yet because as I noticed last year, it's a major spoiler. Sure, I have read the book like 3-4 times now but I still want to how they have adapted the book to the movie.
Anywho, I have a love-hate relation with the Twilight saga. Hmm.. the biggest "hate" part would be Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson's face being freakin everywhere. Not their fault but aaah they just annoy the hell out of me now. Especially Robert Pattinson.
But yaaay movie..yaaay? yes yaaay! (Sure sure)

I lie in my balcony where I have set up a comfortable mattress with my favourite cotton lace sheets, candles, strawberries with cream, Eclipse and my laptop where I shall soon continue the Keira Knightley movies marathon. A marvel!

The weather is so perfect. I can't ask for anything more. It's perfect.
The soft yet chilling breeze of the wind against my nape feels like the gentlest kiss, the still surrounding emphasizing the most graceful movements of the cloud and the most heartwarming colourful shadows of the sky feel like the touch of a beloved one.

I'm so happy.

Marknad means Shopping

I lööööve the annual sale market thing they have in my town. Market isn't quite the word for it in English (or it is) but I'd like to call it the "annual sale market thing" instead. Inshort, the ASMT.
Anyway, I would just like to say that Stella McCartney would be so proud of me cause I found beautiful cotton lace black net blouse with gorgeously padded shoulders as well as leggings, both inspired by her spring '10 collection.
I am löving the spring floral collection shown by many designers such as Alberta Ferretti as well as D&G but whenever I find something that I like, it is too expensive. Shocker. Things would be better if I had a job and then could go shopping but no luck so far. Sad face.
Anyway, today I found gorgeous leggings and dresses that were sooromantic chic with the, oh so pretty floral inspiration. I'm in my floral lala land. Pretty pretty clothes <3. I would take pics of 'em but eeh. Orka.
Btw, I have been drooling over Nadal after watching the "Gypsy" video by Shakira. Holy Crapioli, that man.

His back. My claws.

Old stuff And Mews

I have been emptying my study-table and drawers and found somethings that were 4 years old. A sandwich, a half-eaten snickers bar..neeh just kidding.
I found my old schedule, history notes from Pre along with my very first CAS diary.
I remember being so excited back then. About beginning high school; espcecially IB and doing all IB things like CAS and getting my IB schedule. It seemed so cool. I miss those days.
I've moved a lot in the past and changed many schools due to different reasons. In the end, I hated changing schools, significantly because of those few weeks in the beginning (sometimes months) where you get to know others in the class.
Fortunately, that changed cause I'm super excited to start uni! I'll have to wait for my exam results for another MONTH. Gaaah..
Anyway, the things that I found represented the different phases that I had. My manga phase, Japanese drama phase, and due to 1 Litre of Tears (drama) the I'm-going-to-save-the-world-from-Spinocerebellar-Ataxia-by-finding-a-cure phase (I haven't moved pass the latter one though).
I don't have the heart to throw them away. I don't know.. it feels like one day I'll open my box and find these things and will be all "awww~ yea *sigh* good times" but then again, my IB diploma should do that for me but somehow it doesn't xD





BTW I was supposed to see Muse this June with Kay (<3) and yesterday I got an email reporting that they freakin cancelled. Wtf?! This was supposed to my b'day present and last year's was supposed to be a Linkin Park concert but they cancelled too. I'm concert jinxed. Toootally bummed out. *pout*